Thank you tumblr for informing me that now I can have tumblr in spanish. I prefer english. I started this thing in english and I will end it in english (not that the end is near, I don’t think but whenever or whatever).
Question of the day: Why the fuck am I so bad at socializing/making friends? Am I to introverted? Too quiet? Weird? Awkward? “Special”? Autistic?! I have no idea. I try to be friendly and start up a conversation with someone randomly, whoever is around where I am just to pass the time. What do I get? An initial reaction witch comes with a facial expression showing “what did you say?”. Then, I get a short and direct answer to whatever my question or topic was. After, They seem to lose interest (as if they ever had to begin with) and walk away or pretend someone calls them or texts them and get up from where they are and wander off. By that time I find myself sitting there just realizing that I have been blown off. It seems as if they find it kind of awkward or uncomfortable to be asked a question in the beginning of a conversation (or the attempt of a conversation). So I thought to myself.. is it to creepy or stalking or whatever, to ask a question about them at the beginning of a conversation? Maybe. Although, it’s not like I ask much of a personal question like “do you have sex?” or “are you transgender?” or “what’s your phone number and address?”, it’s just something simple like “I like your necklace. Where did you get it?” (I usually like to begin with a compliment to make it smooth) or “What high school did you go to? I think I have seen you before” or something like that. Nothing out of the ordinary. Maybe I should just stop trying. I mean, when I didn’t try, I had the same reaction and now that I started college and trying, I get an epic fail (same reactions and shit). I just try to be a nice person, that’s all.