My mother wants to take me to a shrink. Again. I guess it time to go back the the old days. This time, I’m NOT taking any any depressants. She gave me a pill to calm anxiety right now since I was going trught a min-anxiety crisis. It just call me dme down and I’m feeling rather sleepy and my head hurts.
Btw, I threw up today. I guess it was those pills I was taking behind my mothers back. They are pills to calm anxiety and to help you sleep but a bit stronger. I found them in the bathroom, for in the first aid kit ( I have no die why they were there). I thought It would be fun to try some today and i took three. I had a great time and had never felt as happly dizzy as I did, I was even more talkative at school and making new friends and plans for the week (which I never do). But then in the after noon, I felt kid of way to dizzy and I went with my sister to pick my mother up from my uncles house since she got back from her family vacation. As I was in the car, I was getting extremely carsick, my mind spun around like a crazy ride at a fun park. It was disgusting. Of course, I tied to act cool and just acted as if nothing was wrong. As I got home I was feeling worse and I had constant hiccups, (which I had had in the morning since I took the pills) and I began to feel like I wanted to barf. I waited a while and suddenly, it was time. It was time for it to come out once and for all. I ran straight in to the restroom and puked with all my strength. It was fascinting and it tasted like pineapple juice.lol. I felt sooooo much better after that. It had been a long time since I puked like that, I actually felt better.
I like the pills thought, they make me feel happy and free but they make me puke. Oh well.